I am a mother of 3 they are my life and my world and the reason I do everything that I do :)

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

oh what a day

Autumn had her 15 month check up yesterday, and well she is 19lbs 04 oz. and 26in long. She is growing but not as fast as others her age, she is going to be a small child apparently, she also at the 2 yr old level, so that is pretty exciting. She did the cutest thing the other day, she was hitting my sister Evelyn and well my mom started to get on to her and before she could finish what she was saying Autumn plugged her ears so she could not hear my mom. All the fighting around here has stopped as far as I know. So that is better than what has been going on around here. One of my husbands friends are suppose to be moving in tomorrow so I am cleaning, cleaning, and some more cleaning all day. I pretty much lost a good friend of mine, because well she had her opinion on something and I didnt want to take her advice. My children have a lot of clothing and I do mean a lot. They are young so they kinda need a lot for messes, spills, play clothes, nice clothes, ect. Well she suggested that I should get rid of all their clothing except for 4 outfits each, well I find that kinda stupid and she got mad because I told her I cant do that because of the fact I like them having clothing so that they have nice clothing and play clothing. I just dont understand why she got so mad just because I didnt take her advice but oh well I guess. They are my kids and I clean my house and do my laundry not her so she shouldnt really care.

Saturday, May 23, 2009

Great day regardless of...

I am so proud of my niece Krystina, she did it she graduated. We had such a great day. Me and my little ones went over to my sister in laws house had a cookout, got to spend time with the family. But of course there was a fight because a brother in law of mine, the one that always likes to start drama. But that is ok, because he did not ruin our fun. I am so proud of the way Krystina handled the fight that happened, because I know that in the past she would have stayed upset, this person would have got his way and ruined her day, but she just said whatever and went on. She has grown up so much in the 2 years that I have known her and I am so proud of her. I just wish they wouldnt move away because once they do its going to be me against other people and I'm going to miss them. Not only is Angie my sister in law, she is my best friend. We have had our fights, we have said hurtful things, but we got over them. This is one friendship I can honestly say will never fade away. I love her to death, as well as her husband, and all her children, and her ganddaughter. I wish Susan, Matt, and Katelynn would live closer to us, I love being around them. But they dont so I cherrish all the time I get to spend with them. I wish that all the fighting would just stop for good, so we could all enjoy good times together. I know that will never happen though because once a fight starts someone always has to keep it going so that he is the only one that feels good, well he can go sit on it... Not only does this cause my husband and other family members that I am very close to and that are very special to me to fight it always makes others not involved hurt.

Friday, May 22, 2009

5 children just me home none will go to sleep

Well myself my husband and my children and my sisters 2 little ones all went to something called Raleigh days today, as we were so happy to be joined by 2 of my sister in laws, and 2 more of my nieces and 1 of my nephews. Of course there was a falling out with my husband and my sister in law, but my husband is very nosey and very mouthy, he thinks he has to have say in what everyone does. I am just glad that I didnt get involved or brought into the middle of it because I love spending time with my in laws. They are very special to me and very important to me. But the children did have fun as well as myself. But now I have 5 children my 3 little ones and my two youngest nieces, and my husband is at work, and none of the children want to go to sleep. They are very energized now, and well that makes it fun for me. Then it doesnt help that I have a huge fear going on right now. In 2 weeks my 2 sons will be going to spend the weekend with their real "mother" and I use "mother" very loosly with her because she hasnt tried to see them in over a year. I have many fears about that weekend. First and formost is my youngest sons medical problems he has very bad asthma and well he is on a nebulizar and well they want to take him camping and will be sleeping in a tent with no electicity so if he has an asthma attack how are they going to give him his treatment. Second is the part of her not seeing them in a year, I dont know how they are going to act with her and if my youngest will even want to leave with her, he was so young when everything went on between their father and their mother and he really only knows of me as mommy. The only females that have ever always been there or taken care of him for as long as they have been in his life is myself and my sister in law Angie. Another thing is I know she has not been one to watch over children like they should be and they are going to be around water, neither one knows how to swim. My oldest son he has some authority problems already because of everything that he has been through already and his mother is a main part of that, I am afraid that him being with her will make it worse. Like any other mother/step mother, all they want is for their children to be happy and safe. I know my children are very happy and safe with the ones they are around here, but I am not sure on how safe they will be with their real "mother". And that scares me to death. Well enough about that. Tomorrow is going to be a very busy day, my niece Krystina is graduating high school tomorrow, and I am so very proud of her. I hope all my nieces and nephews that have not yet graduated high school, does graduate. For I did not graduate high school, and I regreat that everyday of my life and I never want any of them to have to live with that regreat like I have to. Not only does my niece graduate high school, but my oldest niece Susan, her husband Matt, and their precious angel Katelynn will be here and I love getting to see them when I can for they do not live that close to us. Well all kids cept for the youngest have gone to sleep now, so I believe that I wil be going to get her to sleep and try and go to sleep myself now.

first blog

Well I am a happily married mother of 3. I have two boys, Payton whom is 4 and Ryne Jr. whom is 3, I also have a little girl Autumn whom is 1. My husband is Ryne, we have our ups and downs but what married couple dont? I love him to death and wouldnt trade him for anything, well most of the time. LOL... I have 1 sister Evelyn, she has two precious little girls, Nicholle is 7 and Sierra is 6. I have one of the best sister is laws you could ever ask for her name is Angie, she does so much for me and my family and I cant thank her enough. Her husband Roy is just the same I love them both to death. I have 3 nieces Susan, Krystina, and Erica, and 3 nephews Tim, Cory and Josh. I also have a great niece Katelynn she will be 1 in September. I love all these kids to death also. I love doing things with them, its always fun.